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05052013, it was a bad day for me, DEFINITELY. 

GE13 was over. 

As you know, I am publicly unpatriotic, I don't hate Malaysia, in fact, I'm proud to be a Malaysian. I think those people might be crazy for hating your own country, you can't choose where you live at, it's like you blaming your mom for bringing you to this world, the earth , but not the heaven.  (I knew it was not logical Lol.)

I am so thankful that my ancestors moved from South China to here, Malaysia. WHY? Because I always be proud of learning so many languages at a same time. You can go anywhere in the earth without language limits. (of course some are not) Whenever I look at the newspaper about some of the places had earthquakes, tsunami, volcanic eruptions and etc. I felt so lucky to stay at Malaysia, a peaceful place, no wars, no natural disasters in this country. 

Anyway, everything has it opposite side. 

I hate the government who rules it, so much. For over a decade, maybe two. I hate how they lied to us, the citizen. You can't see the bad side and the truth side of them in the newspapers, TV's programmes, all you can see is the good things that did. I'm really glad that we have Facebook, a place where we know everything. Of course, you can't trust 100% of those information in the web, but at least 50/50. You couldn't blame  them for posting things that might untrue, it's because the press freedom here is like shit.

I had never known I will be so care about the politics in Malaysia , although I'm just 15 this year.  I care because I knew, my country is on danger now, many shits happen. As you know, many serious cases happen like robbing, rapping , people been killed and many many.

I was happy because this is the first time I saw how united Malaysians are. They fight for what they want in a BRIGHT away, but not in a DARK way. They united and stand up without looking at the skin colours, this is totally what 1 MALAYSIA means. (they have still many of them are racist in this country)

But some people in this country lied and cheated us for their own selfish benefits and unjust victory.

My heart was broken into pieces.

I feel so sad for those who fight for their country. I feel sad for those who have fought all their lives for a better Malaysia. They just want to defeated by pure evil , corrupted powers. Many families are hoping a better future for their child, their child's child. But, dirty tricks ruined everything. 

I don't know what's the true stories that happening, I won't give any conclusion about who is the right and the wrong one, but I only knew, Malaysia needs to change. 

Anyway, all of the Malaysians already knew the fact, we can't change anything. Things we must do right now is hoping the new government (old) will make his promise to make Malaysia a better place. 5 years time, I'm not sure what will happens , but please, be better. It's just the beginning. 

Last but not least, I felt so upset because I need to wait 10 years ONLY IS my turns to vote. I'm just 20 after 5 years. OHH MY GOSHHH.

I hope for a better Malaysia in the next 5 years.

我不是讨厌国阵，也不是支持民联。只是，为了一个更好的马来西亚，我们必须给民联一个机会，不要在原地上再踏步。