What does release means? In Chinese we called it '解放'. Yeah, I'm definitely, probably release now. I just ended my piano pactical exam in this morning. I was so nervous when I stepped in to the lobby . I'm the first one who started the exam, I'm so scared because be the first one ain't a good thing.
Why? Because the examiner might give you fail if ... He is having a toothache, he haven't eat his breakfast cause he wake up late and rushing to the examination room, he feels annoyed cause need to wake up early in the morning , he ate something bad and his stomach doesn't feel right... and etc.
LOL. I knew I think a lot .
Received some warm messages/ whatsapp from friends before my exam. Felt so warm. :) I don't know why, looking at those messages, you suddenly pop out in my mind. Still remember my last year's exam you messaged me to ask me to good luck and you said you knew I can make it. Felt so shocked because you messaged me very late and I first thought you already forgot. I messaged back and said "I thought you forgot" You told me that you won't and you shouldn't .
Anyway, everything was just past. We didn't talk now and we promised each others be friends (we didn't couple) but awkwardness kills me like mad. I should move on , although I told myself plenty times. Yeah , "move on" is so damn easy to say but you need a big courage to do it.
I've been 3 weekd didn't touch my computer. Ahh, this is impossible and I did it. lol. Before my piano exam, I told my dad : "Don't try to ask me study before my piano exam ends." HAHAHAHAH. My trials before the piano exam was a piece of shit. ahaha. I don't know what am I writing about.
Craps post again. byeeeee
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