Released .

What does release means? In Chinese we called it '解放'. Yeah, I'm definitely, probably release now. I just ended my piano pactical exam in this morning. I was so nervous when I stepped in to the lobby . I'm the first one who started the exam, I'm so scared because be the first one ain't a good thing.

Why? Because the examiner might give you fail if ... He is having a toothache, he haven't eat his breakfast cause he wake up late and rushing to the examination room, he feels annoyed cause need to wake up early in the morning , he ate something bad and his stomach doesn't feel right... and etc.
LOL. I knew I think a lot .

Received some warm messages/ whatsapp from friends before my exam. Felt so warm. :) I don't know why, looking at those messages, you suddenly pop out in my mind. Still remember my last year's exam you messaged me to ask me to good luck and you said you knew I can make it. Felt so shocked because you messaged me very late and I first thought you already forgot. I messaged back and said "I thought you forgot" You told me that you won't and you shouldn't . 

Anyway, everything was just past. We didn't talk now and we promised each others be friends (we didn't couple) but awkwardness kills me like mad.  I should move on , although I told myself plenty times. Yeah , "move on" is so damn easy to say but you need a big courage to do it.

I've been 3 weekd didn't touch my computer. Ahh, this is impossible and I did it. lol. Before my piano exam, I told my dad : "Don't try to ask me study before my piano exam ends." HAHAHAHAH. My trials before the piano exam was a piece of shit. ahaha. I don't know what am I writing about.

Craps post again. byeeeee

Haze.

The haze is so serious omgg. All of the photos are non-edit.

School even closed due to this issue.

Hope everyone will be healthy because many of my friends got sick because of the haze. It's more hazy right now so better not to go out.

Stars papers announced that all puchong area's schools are close. This is not good because we will have replacement on Saturday ! ;(

Anyway. muar is the most pollute place in Malaysia. It's about 700++ omgg. My grandparents and my cousins live at Muar, hope they are healthy and save. :)

Hope the prime minister of Indonesia will solve this matter as soon as possible. 

Absolutely nothing.

This post is all about craps. lol

Don't you feel like this post is gonna be a sadness overload post due to the title? Hahaha. I felt the same way too but I wanna prove you wrong ! (it's just an excuse for can't finding a title )

So far, what happened on me? 

#1 TAOBAO's Parcels ! 

I'm so excited omggg. The reason why I like online shopping it's just... I like the moment when you unwrap the big box which all the things you bought is inside. Especially when you buy those things with you own money. 

#2 Mivva Box 

Some of you may know what's Mivva Box, if you don't, read it here. You need to pay with your credit card if you wanna buy the monthly Mivva Box , but too bad, I don't have a credit card. So yeah, I've been begging my mom for almost millions time to ask her help me subscribe the things. But, she doesn't want to and I missed my June's box. I'm so damn regretting because those stuff in June's Box is so awesome and worth than the actual price of the box ! But now, my mom helped me subscribe three months of Mivva Box, means I can get it at next month! ;D

I'm so happy and excited and gonna update my post about this two topics if I get my parcels. I'm so excited when those parcels reach my doorstep surprisingly!  

Holidays

Holidays is going to end , like very soon.

I think everyone will think why holidays passes so damn fast right? I have the same thought. Everything runs so fast. In this holidays , I only managed to go for ONE OUTING only. OMG.
This is quite impossible to me because I went out 4 in 7 days in the last holidays. Lol.

Another reason is because one of my family member sick and I need to stay at house and can't go out due to my grandparents come along to stay with me to take care of my family member who sick. Can you imagine my holiday's life was usually me and my sis at house and we can go wherever we want but now... 

I thought I will blog a lot in holidays because I got a lot of free time, but... I'm wrong lol. I'm busying watching a lot of dramas, playing my pokemon games, playing piano, tuitions and etc. Another fucking reason is .... My house's broadband got problems. ;( I don't know why I can't surf the internet in the evening but in the night. I can't blog in the night because my dad already back from his work. So, Yeah. sad case.

Anyway, wishing my readers have a happy holidays.
Till then.

B.L.A.C.K

05052013, it was a bad day for me, DEFINITELY. 

GE13 was over. 

As you know, I am publicly unpatriotic, I don't hate Malaysia, in fact, I'm proud to be a Malaysian. I think those people might be crazy for hating your own country, you can't choose where you live at, it's like you blaming your mom for bringing you to this world, the earth , but not the heaven.  (I knew it was not logical Lol.)

I am so thankful that my ancestors moved from South China to here, Malaysia. WHY? Because I always be proud of learning so many languages at a same time. You can go anywhere in the earth without language limits. (of course some are not) Whenever I look at the newspaper about some of the places had earthquakes, tsunami, volcanic eruptions and etc. I felt so lucky to stay at Malaysia, a peaceful place, no wars, no natural disasters in this country. 

Anyway, everything has it opposite side. 

I hate the government who rules it, so much. For over a decade, maybe two. I hate how they lied to us, the citizen. You can't see the bad side and the truth side of them in the newspapers, TV's programmes, all you can see is the good things that did. I'm really glad that we have Facebook, a place where we know everything. Of course, you can't trust 100% of those information in the web, but at least 50/50. You couldn't blame  them for posting things that might untrue, it's because the press freedom here is like shit.

I had never known I will be so care about the politics in Malaysia , although I'm just 15 this year.  I care because I knew, my country is on danger now, many shits happen. As you know, many serious cases happen like robbing, rapping , people been killed and many many.

I was happy because this is the first time I saw how united Malaysians are. They fight for what they want in a BRIGHT away, but not in a DARK way. They united and stand up without looking at the skin colours, this is totally what 1 MALAYSIA means. (they have still many of them are racist in this country)

But some people in this country lied and cheated us for their own selfish benefits and unjust victory.

My heart was broken into pieces.

I feel so sad for those who fight for their country. I feel sad for those who have fought all their lives for a better Malaysia. They just want to defeated by pure evil , corrupted powers. Many families are hoping a better future for their child, their child's child. But, dirty tricks ruined everything. 

I don't know what's the true stories that happening, I won't give any conclusion about who is the right and the wrong one, but I only knew, Malaysia needs to change. 

Anyway, all of the Malaysians already knew the fact, we can't change anything. Things we must do right now is hoping the new government (old) will make his promise to make Malaysia a better place. 5 years time, I'm not sure what will happens , but please, be better. It's just the beginning. 

Last but not least, I felt so upset because I need to wait 10 years ONLY IS my turns to vote. I'm just 20 after 5 years. OHH MY GOSHHH.

I hope for a better Malaysia in the next 5 years.

我不是讨厌国阵，也不是支持民联。只是，为了一个更好的马来西亚，我们必须给民联一个机会，不要在原地上再踏步。

April is a busy month.

April is definitely a busy month. Why do I say so ? 

Everyone thought that April should be the most free month and you can take your leg up and shaking without doing anything just to pass the time. I want this to happen on me too ! But, I can't. I got a lot of projects, Sivik, Geography, History, Kemahiran Hidup  at the same time ! Whenever I use my computer, the only thing that I can do is searching information via computer, type this type that with Microsoft Word.

Not enough. Exam is coming soon on the middle of May. Haven't even started to study since the first exam just ended on March. Tuitions, Homeoworks, Stress, Club activities are all killing me. I can't get enough sleep OMG. Panda's eyes to school EVERYDAY .

Haven't end yet. This year, I'm having my theory and practical piano exam. I usually have one of them either theory or practical a year. This year, I don't know why my teacher want me to take both ! *finger crossed * Just ended my theory exam on March and practical exam is coming on August ! And, the problems is , I need to learn three pieces of songs for exam, but now, I only learnt two ! The two pieces got a lot of problems like : need to detach, sharps and flats, the loudness and softness of the song and some of the notes I'm not familiar with !


One of the thing I'm not satisfy is I only updated two post this month! HOW CAN IT BE ? Need to work hard on next month.  #HopeMeGoodLuck

May, please treat me better.

Don't talk to me about PMR.